VISION SPINNING

whoa oh oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh oh oh
don't go inside my thoughts
won't know where I'll get lost

I chose to be this way
I chose to live a life
that's based in selflessness
I hope to get it right

I hear perfection calling
it's what I am persuing
but now and then I wonder
just what the hell I'm doing

and so I go spinning down, down
I feel my confidence is thinning out
is my reality just a big lie?
is there another person I'm keeping inside?

if I was someone else, whoa
if I was someone else
if I was someone else
would it be any better?
if I was someone else
I'd lose myself forever

i wanna feel that I've
made the right decision
but no one else I know of
has ever seen my vision
I wanna walk away
from all of my surroundings
I wanna find a place
where I'm no longer doubting

if I could just let go of these thoughts on my mind
stop tryin' to be so super-human all the time
just be thankful that at least I still exist
instead of trying to prove to life just what it is
'cause life's just what it is
life's just what it is, oh

I'd love to say that I
have reached some destination
no longer be aware
of all of this temptation

I want a finish line
I want to feel the closure
but I can't know it's right
until it's finally over